The RI outdoor season is so distinctly different in meet layout than the indoor season that you'd almost forget that they're practically the same sport. Personally, I think there are three different types of meet. First off is the dual meet/small relays event, low in importance and typically only used to get a race in. Then there's the invitational, in-state or out-of-state, almost always a big meet where many PRs happen. Finally, there are the championship races, including Division, Class, State, etc. Clearly the most important ones, the ones that really count. In all three season, championship races fall in the final month but outdoor and indoor differ greatly in the placement of invitationals and dual meets. Indoor combines the two right away, as you have meets immediately (after one week), and very shortly half of those meets are invitationals (third meet). In outdoor track, this is very different. Meets don't start until the 4th week of the season, and there aren't any invitationals/big meets until the 8th week, when track is 2/3 of the way through. This makes indoor more stressful early on, but more PRs earlier in the season. In outdoor, it's relaxing without much pressure for quite a while, but then all important meets for a whole month. This makes for less stress early on, but also less PRs.
And unfortunately this format really hurt me. When May came around, I had only hit two PRs the entire season, whereas at the same point in indoor I had run about 10 PRs total. It wasn't that I was doing significantly worse, but there was just much less motivation to run well at small meets. And somehow those two PRs came from the least important meet of the season: The Injury Fund Relays. I had a very successful day running a 2:04 in the 4x800, and a 4:35 for 1600. When May came, athletes were immediately thrust into larger meets. There were some teams, those with better athletes and those conveniently located in the north who had done a few invitationals, but southern teams had not. Here's where the format hurt: I became sick for two weeks, missing one meet and failing to PR at three. A disappointing turn of events brought my track season to a low and really hurt my confidence.
It had been two weeks where I had an annoying sickness that gave me extreme coughing. I had until Saturday to recover, but it seemed to improve. Since I wasn't running great times, I hadn't even qualified for states yet. And there were only two meets left. The first was Class Championships, six meets (three for boys, three for girls) on one Saturday, May 21st. I recovered from the sickness over the course of the week and was determined to end a low-PR season. I was planning on running big in the 1500 and 3000, seeking PRs in both. Competition was stacked in the 1500, but barely there in the 3K (except for one).
Pre-Race
We arrived in Portsmouth at around 9 AM. Their track was very similar to Stonington's, as both have turf fields, some kind of net/fence at the edge of the field, and bleachers in the same position. And both have a quality track. Surprisingly, Portsmouth's had eight lanes. It was awful at first. I had felt like I ate perfectly for the event, meaning I should feel the energy. But I didn't, as the sun and heat were out.
I went for my first warm-up (6 minutes) at 10:25, under the assumption that the seeded 1500 would be going off around 11:30. I felt drowsiness and lack of energy in the warm-up. My second warm-up (15 minutes) was around 11:05, and fortunately, it suddenly became much cooler and the sun went away. I had done my first warm-up on the track, but explored some local roads on the second one. I took my sweatshirt after deciding it was hot. Still didn't feel great on this warm-up, was getting very nervous. I used the bathroom several times, which was not quite as impressive as their track. And finally the moment I was dreading, heading over to the start at around 11:20. Checked in to find out there were three heats instead of two, and it was likely I wouldn't run until 11:45. So in this race there was a 4:01 runner, a 4:04 runner, a 4:11 runner, and a couple of 4:15 runners. The 4:01 was a little fast, and I figured I'd try to stick with whoever was behind him. I put my spikes on as the first heat went off. Next, I did a few strides. I had two teammates in the 2nd heat, which wasn't comforting to me as they would getting their race over much quicker.
The strides felt terrible. I was still drowsy and feeling weak, not happy about that. After the second heat, there were 7 heats of 100 hurdles and dash trials, which seemed to take forever. And finally, the seeded heat was instructed to head over after what seemed like a very long amount of time (we started about 12:00). The instructions were a little weird, as he said we might want to think about taking sweats off, putting shoes on, and heading over to the line. The shoes part was weird as we were going off in less than a minute and everyone had been there for quite a while.
1500
We went out fast, and a five person pack quickly formed. I was feeling the same drowsiness I did during strides, but obviously at the beginning I had no trouble keeping up. The first 300 was very uncomfortable. The pace wasn't too fast, but it was too tight. There were people right in front on me, and two close on each side. The only way to get some room was to slow down and hang in the back, but I didn't risk it as it might hurt my race. I kept kicking the runner's heels ahead of me, because it was too close. After 300, it expanded a little and I was able to get a more comfortable position as I pulled into 3rd. We hit the 400 in 63 and suddenly I was feeling much better. The 2nd place runner pulled to the side a little, and I went past him, pulling into 2nd with 1000 meters to go. I felt content leading the chase pack, as the leader started to pull away for the next 200 meters. This was the 4:01 runner, so I knew I shouldn't get too close to him. But with 800 to go my coach yelled to go after him, and I felt good enough to push the pace the little. I picked it up and closed the gap to about a second over the lap. We (or at least the leader) hit the 800 in 2:10. I felt my third lap was very strong, and I was running a great race, on pace for about 4:08. Of course, I still had to push through the last lap. The leader was a strong kicker and opened the gap a tiny bit again, but never got too far away from me. And then I hit the last 100 meters.
I didn't get in my strides. The official said "Fortunately or unfortunately, you're going to be running now". I wanted to tell him that is was definitely unfortunate and to cancel the race, but that's not how life works. Many around me also probably wanted to tell him it was unfortunate. But, the gun went off anyway.
3000
The downside was that I was now racing, and I felt pretty terrible. The upside was that my coach wasn't looking for a super fast time, but just one that would qualify for states, meaning I didn't have to put everything out there the way I did in the 1500. Another upside was that it went by quickly. There isn't much to recap. The top seed (8:55) paced off me until the end, where he outkicked me. It was just us, and then a giant gap. We hit a bunch of 73s and 74s, likely going through the mile at about 4:52-4:56. I didn't push as much as I should've and finished in a 9:09. I was happy with that, but would definitely like to be running a much faster time in the future.
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| First Awards of the Season (actually got a ribbon at Division, but lost it) |
It was so satisfying to finally run a great meet after so many disappointing ones. Yes, I didn't hit exactly what I wanted, but was overall was happy with what happened. I PR'd and probably qualified for states. Those were the upsides, the disappointments were that the 3K wasn't super fast, the 1500 finish was slow, and I failed to achieve a goal I set a while goal. Of the four division and class championships (indoor and outdoor) I wanted to win an event, but never did. My places in all were: 3rd, 2nd, 2nd, 5th, 4th, 9th, 2nd, 2nd.
There's two meets left in the season, three if I qualify for New Englands. All on consecutive Saturdays.
